I’m always lost when the result was out. I’m always got frusted with my result in everything I’ve done. Neither had I done it well or not. Maybe I will grad with not flying colours as I hope. Well it just like when I finish my high school.
But, the most important thing is everything I do, I do my best. I put all my strength on it. My effort. The most important thing is I’m satisfied with my work. When I had did the best of mine, I really hope that I will get a good result (sure everyone want it) and I confident that I will get a good result.
But, everything is not my control. Well, it really disappointed when u don’t get something that u want it. It really frusted and hurt when u don't gets the result as u expected.
These things make me lost confident. It just make like the loser. It make me want to lock myself in the room. I don’t want face anyone. I don’t want to talk with others. And I don’t want do nothing. I just want to spend my day with long sleep with my bear.
So, I take a lot of thinking of myself.
I don’t want to be a weak person.
I don’t want to spend of my life to become a loser.
Maybe I’m failed but I’m not a failure.
I’m failed after I do my best. The most important thing is I do something.
I’m not the failure who are did not do nothing.
Maybe my result is same like the others who not do nothing, but the different is I do something, I learned something and I had something.
Don’t care what the others saying. What I know is I do my responsibilities. I do what I’m supposed to do. I know the mistakes and I learned. I take the risk. Yes, I do something. Even the others don’t see my effort. They don’t know anything about me and now I never care about the result. I just work hard of it. Even I live in world which people only see the result.
Aku hidup di dunia di mana manusia menilai usaha seseorang menerusi keputusan yang di perolehi. [Did it fair?]
Bukan semua orang mendapat keputusan yang kurang baik kerana mereka tidak berusaha.
Did anyone can see others effort without by judging trough the result?
I not regret what I choose even don’t have a good result.
Kenapa perlu menyesal ke atas usaha yang telah kita lakukan kerana keputusannya tidak seperti yang kita harapkan?
Menyesal. Kecewa. Sedih. Malu. Rendah diri.
Perasaan itu hanya layak untuk orang yang langsung tidak berusaha.
We must proud of ourselves. Proud of our effort. So, next time we will do much much better and we will get much much more. And the most important, we must have selfconfident so, you can move on, friends. We will move on with confident-step.
I know my result is not flying colours
But, what I know I have colourful of life.
And I’m happy what I’m done.
Allah doesn’t require you ‘Be the best’.
HE just wants you to ‘Do your best’
And HE will take care of the rest.
“Dan janganlah kamu merasa lemah (dalam perjuangan mempertahan dan menegakkan Islam), dan jangan lah kamu berdukacita (terhadap apa yang menimpa kamu), padahal kamulah orang-orang yang tertinggi (mengatasi usuh dengan mencapai kemenangan) jika kamu orang-orang yang (bersungguh-sungguh) beriman.
(Ali Imran 3:139)
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